October

Mid-Autumn has gone means October has started
This month does not belongs to me
I fell in this forbidden area again
That's what I predict will happen at all
No place for me to say how I miss you
This is no boundary of depression, silence and sadness
I was abandoned in the absolutely dark
The pain, it's life imprisonment that cannot put into words
To hide, it's self-defensibility to the real life
When can I run away from prison of heart?
Although I have many thought in my mind
I don't want to write it out at this moment in time