9/22/2009

Russian Roulette

Playing Russian Roulette game
Miss a shot, what a shame
Every try is the same
Let me murder my own vulnerability
I will take all the blame
To exchange all the pain

Stood up on the floor, read out the vow
To show my guilty on the blog
"I will never love anymore"
Is it the honor my promise,
Or the lies make me frustrated?

The promise cannot be fulfill
Equal to the lies, can't make it real
Fire to the liar, use my own gun
The bullet has no bias, hopeless to won
I am a loser, no faith, no bravery, no guts
But I'm not the selfisher that needs to run
The muzzle point to me, say the words from my heart
...... I ...... [bang!]