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Tears gone...future is coming...who haven't sad b4? glad that owned is much more than lost...realized the life is harsh, growth is painful, maintenance is difficult... Believe me, just like the darkest night before the dawn...Eventually the dark is passed....keep treasure the time together ... from now and here, even better. Because the heart never change!

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HKCCF 2009

男人，係電腦節ＬＥＥ　Ｄ地方
就係等於賭仔過左大海一樣
加上岩岩出左糧
唉，又黎幾大就幾大，燒賣就燒賣
．．．．．．
咁落去都唔係辦法，帶飯啦＝＿＝”
但係電腦節個場入面
竟然俾我地發現左本世紀最偉大既新產品
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話說，我同呀牛去電腦節破財擋災
行行下．．．
女ＳＡＬＥＳ：先生，試唔試下部新相機呀？
我地：唔啦（邊講邊行開）
女ＳＡＬＥＳ：唔係ＷＯＲ，佢有”超級防手震”架ＷＯＲ
我地心諗：”超級”+”防手震”？
之後行開左．．．
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我地真係笑到ＰＫ
超級防手震？
真係ＧＩＭＭＩＣＫ野黎架ＷＯＲ
部相機俾咩人用呀？
（柏金遜病人？）
「無論柏金遜病人係大地震之下
用ＸＸＸ相機
開啟佢既”超級防手震”功能
係幾震既情況下，都會影到靚相
ＳＥＥ：
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Perfect!!!

Normal

We may not be able to change the world
but we can change our point of view




I think, for "Normal" people
they may think my decision is
wrong, bad, crazy, improper, an error......
Several elder friends said, or scold me
"You just gonna do a crazy shit......"
Ask me why why why!!!
Maybe, in this "Normal" world
"Normal" people should work hard
Earn and save money for their future
until they retire......
Is it the rules of the game?
I just want to play something different
Seek or explore that you can't find in Hong Kong
I know I can't change people's mind
However I know what I gonna to do
Be what I wanna be......

It may not a great journey,
but it must a meaningful journey, for me.

Exit / Entry

Fall in the maze
Surrounded by wall

It seems no exit
I still need to walk
There's no direction
No people let me follow
Turn right to left
Cul-de-sac again
I'm gonna be mad
Try to depend on the feeling
To find the way to go
Full of dead silent
Echo of my voice
No more light to point
The darkest is coming
I can feel the hopelessness
Is it the end for me?
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.
.
A light shine on my body
Softly and warmly
Chance to leave the dilemma?
No harm for me to try
I got nothing to lose
Hope it is an exit
or another entry of mine

Dreamer

The Dream will never end
That's what I think
To drink but got drunk
That's I used to be
Whatever how heavy I bear
how hard the road will be
I still need to move forward
Whatever people say I am
*I don't really care
Just follow what I believe to do
Never regret
No matter now or future
It's still the same
I can't choose where I from
but I can choose where I go
To do what I want
That's why the dream never end









*You can add a "F" word between "really" and "care" if you like :P

Time Travelling

今次既決定有點兒似去時光旅行般
Timeline: －－
Past: Ｐ
Now: ＊
Future: Ｆ
Branch: ┌ / └
Mystery Point：◎



我想，在可發生既將來
將會有多過一個我
一個在時空Ａ完成我既定既人生目標
另一個就係時空Ｂ去做一個我之前沒想過的決定：冒險
我決定選擇了Ｆ２這條路
唔知係未來我有冇機會探望Ｆ１既自己呢？
不過無論Ｆ１定Ｆ２，或者Ｆ３，Ｆ４，Ｆ５．．．
我都不會後悔我所作出既決定
因為
行我所選的路
不到終點
不會停步

Decision is made at one moment
If not now, when?
Follow the decision
Follow the choice
I will find myself......

Lemon mousse Strawberry ice-cream

我知世界上有很多人的遭遇很悲慘
其實我的經歷也不外如是
但在悲慘的同時，自己卻也不能自拔
"點解...", "為什麼..."的問題不斷湧現
不斷反問自己
這或許不是你的錯，不是自己的問題
但往往不幸卻衝著自己的來
這時，我能做什麼？我們可以做什麼？
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我的說話沒有說服力
因為在悲痛時我也想過放棄自己
我也不想說一些
"你做得到..."，"你也可以..."這些說話...
但如果現在能咬緊牙關
渡過這些不是人過的時間
享受這刻的痛苦
我想，你以後會比別人快樂

如果食一杯士多啤梨雪糕
可能很普通，沒有什麼特別
但如果在雪糕上面加一層
由檸檬汁，檸檬皮做成的 Mousse
食時，先把檸檬做的 Mousse 食完
那種酸澀會令你流淚
但再食下層的士多啤梨雪糕
你會發覺，再普通的士多啤梨雪糕
你也會覺的好甜，好好食......


下次整俾你食......

Never Forget

看著這黃波，開心嗎？
因為有傷心的藍波陪襯著
現在那個我，快樂嗎？
因為有悲哀的過去在背上
從未想過忘記過去
無論是我愛的
無論是我恨的
我都一一收下
放在那記憶的相簿裡......
縱使可以忘記了
在命運的作弄下
要愛的，仍會愛
要恨的，不想恨
我所能做的只有
隨緣吧......

Leaving, just for coming back

今朝，呀妹問：「呀哥，你幾時過去澳洲呀？」
我答：「未買機票，未定呀！」
跟住呀妹就提議左好多去澳洲好平既方法
我想我搵個間都叫平啦，＄８ＸＸ oneway
好過去澳門
呀妹走左之後
母親大人就剛剛的話題發表了一大段偉論
（下刪數百字．．．．．．）
結尾，都係個句
「都唔知你去黎做乜！」
其實我心裡已經知我想去既原因
但又唔可以同母親大人講話
「我想尋找"我活著為了什麼?"既答案」
ＬＥＥ類既回覆
之後，我係一個鐘既船程再反問自己
「我離開香港去澳洲為了什麼？」
落船既時候，突然想到
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「離開，是為了回來．．．」



我知道自己開始有點改變
是好？是壞？不知道
如果比我選擇的話
我會希望自己暫時不要變
不是說改變不好
只是在這心情混亂的時候
變得不一定好．．．．．．
你去澳洲就不會改變嗎？
唔係，只係在香港這個充滿著”我們回憶”既地方
和去一個沒有”我們回憶”既地方改變
我想，我選擇後者
希望那裡我會有正面既思考同改變

我們分別都到過澳洲
我們也在”偶然”既情況下相識
這就是緣份嗎？
只是我們已緣盡
可以讓我在澳洲這個有特別意思既地方
從新開始吧
離開，是為了讓我這個迷茫的自己
一年之後，帶著目標
和一個外表沒變但內裡全新的自己
回來．．．

Most familiar strangers

You know all about me
Everything......
I think I know you
Mostly......
Every drop of memory
Become the sea in my heart
The things we passed through
Whatever is good or bad
Whatever is happy or sad
All threw in this sea
and sank in the bottom
When I pass a place we went before
When I eat something we ate before
Just like the memory drop into the sea

From a ripple to a billow
How terrible of this scene
I miss you, but I afraid to see you
That's make us become......

最熟悉的陌生人