Friend's Encouragement

轉載自： ２００９年０９月０９日　am730
心事- 素黑
做能做的

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身邊不少朋友和親人近日都感受著傷痛，各有各的傷口，人在脆弱時候，懷著再大的意志和信念， 也會疲憊和軟弱，感到渺小，再多的安慰說話，也無法撫平內心的痛。這時候，不管是為自己或別人，我們只能量力而為，做自己能承擔的事，其他的，只能交給上天，也合情合理。畢竟我們不是上帝，也不是超人，我們不過是平凡的血肉，堅強而脆弱。看到需要幫助的，能做多少便盡力，最終幫不了，或無法長遠幫助，也只能留給自然定律。重要是我們保持正面心態，氣餒時也不忘自愛，先活好自己。悲傷時不用天天掛著笑容，流淚時告訴自己世界再壞也有可愛小孩無邪的笑聲，已是最好的安慰。
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內心的痛，是不能言語
不能用文字來表達出來
人的脆弱，是今朝在這裡
明天已不在的那種無奈
人大了
安慰的說話不需要多
因為那些說話
自己也可以對自己說
明白那些說話和
你可以聽到多少入耳是兩碼子的事
自己的問題，自己的痛苦
最終解決的都是要自己
對我來說，知已朋友
點一點頭，拍一拍膊頭
更勝千言萬語．．．．．．
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我也是這樣對我的朋友
這也是我所能做的

　
　
　

Thirty

出自《論語•為政》孔子曰：
「吾十有五而志於學，
三十而立，
四十而不惑，
五十而知天命，
六十而耳順，
七十而從心所欲，
不踰矩。」

孔子（前552年10月3日或前551年9月28日－前479年）
享年７３歲
這篇是孔子晚年寫他自己一生的文章
大膽套用在小弟身上
我還處於第一，二句之間
「吾十有五而志於學」
自己說不上有志趣，但至少學習到基本知識
「三十而立」
雖不到三十，但不遠矣．．．
還不能立下自己的理念
仍處於摸索階段
如果真的如孔子說：「四十而不惑」
那現在的我真的很困惑
希望在三十之前能定下來

斗膽改一改孔子這篇文章給自己：
 「吾十有五而志於玩，
雙十而奮，
二十多而惑，
．．．．．．」

我想我沒有孔子那麼長命
如果我有六十歲命
那麼快已走了一半
在現時迷惑的自己
不知道做什麼才能 「立」
但知道如果什麼也不做
往後只會 「三、四、五、六十而惑」
定下三十是自己一個里程碑
在之前做一些自己不敢做的事
希望令自己知道往後的路怎樣走
「三十，立而不惑」
　
　
　

Hot - Blooded

Lee段時間意志好消沉
做乜都冇衝勁
好頹廢，好洩氣
前日再聽番 Mr. Children 首 "Kurumi"
以為會好番Ｄ
點知都係咁．．．
就係Lee個咁既時間
係船上一個人戇居居
打開部 Netbook
竟然唔記得左．．．
我有 "One Piece" 睇
即刻由第一期睇起
睇左２，３期到
正到呢．．．冇野好講
個種熱血又出番黎
至少，係未來幾個星期
係未睇完多一次 "One Piece" 之前
都可以 Keep 住咁熱血
真係好．．．哈哈

　
　
　

Balloon with hole

All things in my mind like a mess
I cannot understand what I said
My hands cannot type what I think
Just like tied my hands when typing
I lost my striving heart
Like a balloon with a hole
The air escaping when it is blow
I don't know what am I doing now
I don't know what am I thinking now
Just day after day, week after week
If you were me
Would you do the same thing like me?

Gray Dream

I think I was dreaming
Inside it was raining
Although there was no surface feeling
My heart still got pain
It seems I am always waiting
Waiting for something
As the time goes by
I still don't know why
There is no other color, only gray
The people without face, I won't afraid
The scene without you still need to play
There is no road for me to escape......

Awake from dream
Look inside the mirror
The one still here, with tears......

kurumi (kuru mirai)

久違了的音樂
重載的熱情
很喜歡這首歌
也是對自己的一種認同
何時去那裡
何時做什麼
都已經不再重要
重要的是
我對明天的自己仍有信心
衝吧......
"向前走吧　踏上沒有你的這條路上"

Backpack

Today Just bought the backpack with cow and kuen
Thanks Master Wong and his wife so that we had discount
When I carried the backpack on the way to home
I felt so excited...Just like I'm going right now
The feeling is great when you decided to do something you want
Whatever is right or not...
I still have a lot of staffs need to buy
Money, Money and Money......wanna die
I think I need to bring rice box in coming time again
My backpack: Tatonka yukon light 60L

Mr. Mok

剛剛去左匯豐總行去攞Ｄ保險資料
去到Ｄ人問我要咩類型既保險既資料
我諗都冇諗就講左旅遊保(可能成日諗住去旅行啦)
但係等梗既時候先發覺我想要既係醫療保
所以見職員＃１既時候我同佢講我想要既野
佢就ＰＡＳＳ我去職員＃２度
職員＃２就講解醫療保既野
(當然佢地唔會放過ＳＡＬＥ其他保險既機會啦)
聽左一輪，當然要攞Ｄ資料返去睇睇再諗諗啦
但同時我又要搞信用咭Ｄ野
咁職員＃２話要搵另外既職員幫我
要我等等．．．
等左一陣，原來都係去番職員＃１度
我一見佢叫我，我地對望笑左一笑
我同佢講要搞信用咭Ｄ野
佢問我攞身分證Ｄ資料
當然，好快就搞掂啦
跟住佢竟然同我講佢同我同名
只係唔同姓，又俾職員証我睇
一睇之下，又係真ＷＯＲ
英文譯音同中文名都係一樣
係個姓唔同．．．
佢講佢８４年出世，我就大佢幾年啦，哈哈
唔知點解，又會咁”橋”識到個同名既人
莫生...I will remember you!!!
　
　
　

Two Choose One

Today is 4th of September, it's a little bit special for me
2 more months later I will go to Australia for 1 year working holiday trip
I specially create a blog call "Cheung Chau Boy" to write and record down for this trip
However I just wondering is it good to use "SINg a LONG S@NG" to record down the trip
The reason why I open 2 blogs because for the blog: "SINg a LONG S@NG" I use to write or express my feeling, emotion, mood...etc. Mostly are something sad.
For the blog: "Cheung Chau Boy" I create it really for the trip, but after the trip end it also means the blog end...

Use the blog: "SINg a LONG S@NG" to record 1 year Australia trip
or use the new blog "Cheung Chau Boy"?

Still thinking......

Every Night

My frame of mind
Dropped from top to ground
In here every single line
Represent thousand feelings in my heart
Specially at the silence midnight
My mind will get madness
Imagine the thing that can't be imagine
Erase the memory that can't be erase
Cut off all nerve connection
Snip off all bloody vascular
Become a puppet figure
Sit down in front of the computer
Type the senselessness characters
It will never be over
Until all is over